Tuesday, May 3, 2016

I haven't had too much to say here because I've been too busy making my life better and that can be rather time consuming (in a good way). 

I want to say this though. Last night, something big happened to me. I came across the instrument I used to self-harm. Back in those days, it helped me to feel again. Something. Anything. Even if it was just pain. Well... I got rid of it. It's not just in a hiding place if I later decided I need it. I threw it in the trash. It's gone forever. Why? Because I don't need it any longer and I never will again. 

I've come far. 

Really far.

I'm proud of myself. 

I have so much left to learn and a lot to look forward to. 

That's not to say I don't get down on myself if I have a bad moment or even a bad day. It happens. 

Yesterday is the past. Those moments are history. 

I'm living in the moment.

It's a breath of fresh air. You should try it.